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Saturday, October 01, 2005

十年的團契生活

話說花燈番團契都有十年啦!

十年來,有幸得到弟兄姊妹的厚愛,能同大家建立深厚的情誼(友誼二字不足以代表弟兄姊妹的相愛!),所以很開心星期六見到弟兄姊妹!

十年來,都盡力番團契,以前做野忙,就算星期六要O.T.,都會提早返工,好似其他同事下午12:00才番工,我都寧願第一個返工:早上8時返到公司,下午2時就趕返屯門,返教會。

而家雖然早放工,但係都好忙,好多時晚上要工作或返學,到星期六其實都好倦,但都堅持返。
咁講,唔係代表自己好勁,好屬靈,其實我都有問為甚麼咁堅持,難道自己不想去玩嗎?不想休息嗎?不想Shopping嗎?不想趁星期六做功課嗎?不想約朋友見面嗎?

我想,如果純粹係因為責任,好難維持落去吧.....

我深信,雖然上述事項十分重要(去玩也是一件重要的事),但沒有一樣野是比神重要,比神的家還重要,因為神說:「除了我以外,你不可有別的神。」「別的神」就是要提醒我要將神放在第一位。因此,我覺得沒有野比返神的家重要,沒有野比見神的子民重要。

何況,和一起成長的弟兄姊妹一齊敬拜、分享,是一件上好的福份:我地一齊喊過、一齊開心過,呢d點滴,根本不可以忘記,或者冷卻,試問,有幾多人可以好似自己咁幸福,可以毫無顧忌咁同朋友/家人分享!好似 我依家情況,如果無左弟兄姊妹支持,好難行落去,但感恩神擺左好多好的基督徒係我身邊,令我不會有孤單的感覺!因此,我好享受返團契,一來可以知道弟兄姊妹近況,二來對自己都係屬靈加油站,所以每逢團契,我都會儘力早d返,期望可以和不同組的弟兄姊妹打招呼!

但不知從何時起,大聚會不再是大聚會,三組只有十二、三個返左黎,仲要係到四點多才返得十二、三個。我不是因為人數多少而灰心,因為小組不再乎人數多少,但我更關心的是屬靈質素。
是不是因為生命有些問題,才不番?究竟我可以點做呢?

當然,這也可能是內容問題。我十分同意,因應時代,形式也要作出一些調整,但核心的內容是不能缺少,如查經、祈禱等。我們有些位是不能跟世界妥協吧!

雖然,我問自己可以做d口羊,但其實自己都好有限?好似而家面對緊的事情,有時令我都好難敬拜中投入,有時都不想返教會,有時又好多問題問神,但我深信神是愛我的,為我捨己;憑著這點,我才能繼續返團契和教會。我深信神是最大的,我不能奪去神的時間表去做自己野。試問不返教會,我又可以做多幾多野,不過是浪擲光陰吧!

其實寫呢篇野,都要付出d勇氣,但我覺得有d野是必須要講的!

童夢奇緣

今日同黎生去睇劉德華的童夢奇緣。這是一齣很好的戲,內中不乏笑料,但是又發人深省,而且演員也很捧!畫面很美,有童話Feel,雖然有d似抄西片,如 The Big, Big Fish等,但無損可觀性,感人得來又不煽情,著實不錯!只是結局有點玄疑而已。

當中有些對白,令我留下深刻印象:

可悲的是生命是不可番轉頭,可喜的是生命是不需要番轉頭。

上天給人的時間是一樣,只是看我們如何運用。

明天充滿希望,那怕只剩下一天的生命,因此都要活好每一天。


此外,描述兒子到最後才知誤解父親,於是兒子便問父親為何不作解釋,父親說因為解釋了兒子也不明白,我如遭當頭捧喝,因為我而家常常問神何必偏偏選中我,但卻沒有答案。原來神就算解釋了我也不明白,我所知道的比不知道的少很多。

Friday, September 30, 2005

Lesson 3

It is about the heresies in the early Christian Society. There were many controversial issues, say the doctrine of Trinity and the innate divinity and humanity of Jesus. Surely, it is still a myth right now and it is not easily to be understood. The arugments, unavoidably, would not have answers.

After hearing the different heresies, it is found that most of them tried to solve the problem of Jesus's humanity. The sects, affected by the doctrine of Jews, were not easy to grasp the flesh Jesus. They tried to ignore this kind of Jesus, and only emphazied the divine Jesus.
For example, one sect:
耶穌是一個普通人,神收納他為兒子,並賜予「基督」(靈)給他,但當耶穌死後「基督」便離開他了。

It is not difficult to point out that they tried to frame Jesus at their desire. It seems funny. However, we are sometimes trapped by this. We always tried to explain the reason for God's action according to what we want. Say, we would say in this way:" The Tsuami in South Asia is a punishment by God."

What I want to say is that: Jesus is both God and Man. When he lived in the world, He was also tempted to sin. But He chose not to sin. That is why he was called to be a Great Model for Christian. He is God. On the other hand, He is a man, just like us. If He only had his divinity without flesh, He would not be able to sin. Therefore, it is his determination not to sin, right?

What I should learn from Jesus is : To Respect God's Soverenity and To Grasp His Grace and To Grasp His Compassion. That is also the origins of our belief. It sounds difficult to be balanced.

由於太累,明天才奉上中文。

Thursday, September 29, 2005

電腦人員 - 忍耐吧

話說我和隔離同事部機雙雙中了毒,給那位專家Format過,但她在裝機的時候,擺了烏龍:

Printer: 我地Office 有三Printers,她分別為我們裝了兩部(結果每人各有一部沒有裝上- 但不是相同Printer)。
另外,Password 沒有Set 到,結果我去不了Server。
還有,沒有給我裝Fonts。(但卻幫我的同事裝番)

成部機也不知搞成點!同她說,她又沒有反應!

我跟神說,點都要忍耐!

我剛發現 Photoshop又無埋!

強壯身體鍛鍊有功 More Exercise, More Healthy

最近不知可故,越瞓越眼瞓,好像甚麼事也提不起勁,心想不能這樣下去,
到最後可一事無成(星期日瞓了十幾個鐘,甚麼也不能做 - 我從來未試過)。為了有所改善,於是跑去做Gym,果然有效,個多小時後,感覺喚然一新,精神奕奕。

「運動令人更壯健!」連帶心情也豁然開朗呢!

I don't know why I am quite sleepy recently which I never expereniced before. On Sunday,
I slept over 10 hours but still desired for sleeping. Under such circumstances, I did nothing but just slept. I couldn't stand for this. Then I did exercise. It is much better. I just felt refreshed.

The more exercise, the more healthier you become. It also cheers y0u up!.

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