Last night, I had gathering with some sisters from Campus Crusade. Some of them had just finished their divinity degree and some of them would consider to devote their lives to serve God. After sharing and discussion, all of us agreed the road ahead to serving God is not a easy way. Instead, it is full of difficulties! You have face the weaknesses of human nature on one hand. On the other hand, you have to face God. How could I strike the balance? It is not a simple way. There are many struggles that can't tell. As I always said, the dark side of human nature would be shown perfectly in the Christian Society, as there hasn't any mechanism to check. However, it is grace that God still uses us, isn't it? To walk through the road ahead is not by my own might. It is by God's Grace. Though I don't love my present job, I would regard it as the test from God to modify or polish me thoroughly!
昨晚,我和學傳的幾位姊妹有Gathering。當中有些已完成神學學位,有些則有獻身打算。分享後,我們均同意走上這條路真不容易,好多掙扎,好多困難,不易走!你要面對人性的軟弱,也要面對神,怎樣才取得平衡呢?我想說,由於沒有機制,基督教機構很容易彰顯人性的軟弱。但同樣也反映了神有恩典,因為他仍然用人!因此走這條路不是靠自己的能力,乃是靠神的恩典!
因此,我縱不喜歡現在的工作,但會視為磨鍊!

1 comment:
想當年, 穌哥也有掙扎的時候!
是的! 事奉真有很多掙扎, 要面對人與事, 也令人出現很多情感上的反應!
神必定聽我們的禱告!
我地也必為你獻上禱告!
支持你! Fighting!
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